Infinite radiance of life...

A post after 'a million years'

2011-10-18T12:09:00.001-07:00

Well , it has been quite a long while since my last post. Approximately 2 years if im not wrong. My life has changed a immensely and i have learned so much during this period of time. I am still in the UK, in Birmingham to be more precise. I came here on the 20th September 2009 and it has been 2 years and a month since then. I have met countless number of people, I did many dance performances and have also met my friends from back home. Being in my third and final year now, there are many things i want to accomplish before the end of this academic year. Believe it or not i havent even gone travelling much around the UK or to Europe. I just hope all of that does not just stay a dream when all of this is done. I shall list them all down one day and post it up and then we would be able to say for sure at the end of term.

Well, other than that, I have had the most amazing year last year with so many ups and downs. More downs to be honest. But i had friends who kept me going and who stayed with me throughout. To-whom-it-may-concern, thank you so so very very much. I love you guys so much. :)

And speaking of third year, I shifted to a new house a month ago, and i absolutely love my room. Some say i have too many stuff. But oh well, at least i keep it neat. (or so i think. :P) and in my defense, girls do have many things. :) I have a massive bed and a nice wardrobe and a 2 sets of drawers, and a desk where i use to keep my books :P, and side table. I have not had the time to decorate my room just yet, but it will be done soon enough. Oh did i mention that the gym is situated right opposite my house, which is UH-MAAYY-ZEENG! and most importantly, my housemates are ever so friendly.

p/s photos will be up real soon.

I guess that is about it as of now.

I miss my mummy.... and my sisters... :(

Love u ma..

Finally in th UK

2009-09-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

Oh my..i just realised that i have not been updating my blog since forever. Well, so many events happened during this period of time. The main thing being me travelling to the UK to further my education in the university if Birmingham. Yes, peeps! Im already here. It is so awesome here. The people, the place itself, and the best of all, is the clock tower. That would be my favourite scenery of all. It is simply beautiful.

Well, settling in was pretty tiring. And that i had to do everything without help scared me at first. But, everything is pretty much done now. My room is really nice, spacious too. Definitely bigger and much more comfortable than the one in college..ops..sry.

well, it really is.

We went for a long walk the other night. And it was just amazing. Gazing at the stars on that dark sky.I cannot describe it by words. It's just so beautiful. At that point of time, it felt so right to have someone hold me tight and say everything is going to be ok. Despite all the fantastic things here, I'm missing home so much. My mum, sisters, and oh, mu puppy too.

life has to go on. Its not the end of anything. We'll meet up soon. Love you so much.....

till the next post..

VINTHYA..

my room

my flatmates n i

during bollywood night

Benita and i

Vinu, Shahid, and Benita

Lembah Beringin, here i come!!

2009-03-21T19:33:00.000-07:00

WELL, holidays are over. And this would be my last post before my mock is over and done with. (hopefully)
wish me luck!!!!

i so need a break!!

2009-03-16T19:55:00.000-07:00

GOD, I NEED A BREAK!!

PURE MATHS 3 IS KILLING ME!!!!!!

-.-

DOOMSDAY!!

2009-03-14T09:08:00.000-07:00

Oh kay, it has been quite a productive Saturday, i must say. But, i have been revising Chemistry the whole week. And i have 3 other subjects to cover! whoa!! It gives me the chills even thinking about it.

Anyway, I had the most delicious lunch today. My mum made her special super spicy crab curry. It was really awesome i actually took almost 1 hour eating the crab. No, seriuosly.. I had to break the shell with my teeth and then eat the crab meat. And HELLO!! crab shell are as hard as rock! But, thats the fun part. haha. My mother, my younger sister and I had a wonderful time eating and joking together during lunch. I've gotto treasure every second I can spend with them. For obvious reasons.

Well, after lunch, and after completing the daily chores in the kitchen, my mum asked us to watch a video of which was given by her friend a few days ago. And to our surprise, the content was a lil' too scary to be true. It was about scientists' predictions of DOOMSDAY. The Earth is believed to experience all sorts of disruptions by the year 2012, and in December 2012, Dec 21 to be precise, something really horrible is going to happen. Something really disruptive. This is all based on the great Mayan's calender. These Mexicans are well known for their pyramids and grand buildings..

Who knows what? Is it the end of the world? 'khiamat' ke? Or will there be another major tsunami? the repeat of september 12th? i wonder...

Initially, I refused to believe whatever i saw from that VCD, but, then, they displayed this 'web bot'. I went online researching this thing, and guess what? There are lots of information bout it. Scientists, physicists and so many other people are really digging up information on this. Even the guys from NASA. It is pretty scary when they start talking the END of the WORLD!!! I havent had the time to do further research on this. but, guys, check out this web site http://www.universetoday.com/2008/05/19/no-doomsday-in-2012

Well, all we can do now is pray and be nice to each other. Lose the greed and selfishness, and love all humankind. Believe in GOD and hopefully everything will be A ok.

Till next time...adios..

crab curry!!

~nantini aka VINTHYA~

im feeling lifeless!!

2009-03-13T07:44:00.000-07:00

hmm...im super lifeless right now.Online-ing all the time...where i am supposed to be studying. MY mock is coming up.Got to buck up.But, im just not in the mood to face my chemistry, maths or econs book. What more my history notes. Oh Good Lord!! i need some inspiration.
amyway, tomorrow is the pahang state first aid and nursing competition. Should i go and watch? Well, it would be fun to go and watch the footdrill competition. Reminiscing old times is kind of fun especially when i have nothing to do now.
Back in 2006, my team and i entered this competition representing SMART nursing division. We practiced tremendously hard. as a matter of fact, we even started training the year before that. Footdrill, short cases, long cases, and even theory. It was extremely fun. The process of being perfect i mean. As the leader, i was obliged to make sure we were absolutely perfect. I loved our how our footdrill turned out. It was like professional soldiers.
Well, the first day was theory and only theory. So, we were quite relaxed. But, right after that, we went straight to the ever famous 'padang' near my house to practice footdrill and short case. Believe it or not, we all practiced till after midnight. And, my team members, Aimi, Jolene and Pomala came to my place at 4 am!! crazy?? i know! started working on our hair..with the huge hair nets, ans loads of hair gel..eeewww!!! At about 7, we were on our way to SMK air putih. With our shiny, black, not to mention super heavy boots with metal pieces imbedded at its souls, complementing our neatly pressed white and black uniform, we looked awesome. All ready to kick some st.johner's butt..haha i cant believe i actually said that. I miss those days.
We were quarantined, and well, we waited for out turn. Uniform inspection was great. We did as practiced. And, then came the time for foot drill!! It was ok. despite the fact that we had a few unavoidable glitches. Next was my FAVOURITE part, short case!! we had a suicide case. And, when we started, the whole hall actually stopped and stared at us. haha..I felt like a superstar! My commands were super loud. And our treatments were really neat. Transportation and all. and that was done. Long case was awesome too. Out procedures were all right to the point. i really miss my team!
i think i have went off track a lil' too much. And im going to hit the sack in a while. toodles guys.
~NANTINI~

apologies!!

2009-03-12T00:19:00.000-07:00

I finally get to update my blog after so long. It feels like it has been ages since my last post.

What to do? lol

Well, the internet connection in college is super shitty, and streamyx connection at home has just been repaired!!

YAY!!

and, by the way, I chopped my hair off.

It's super short now. Feels lighter though..

ok then, see u guys in a bit.

Bies

of malay dance n dikir barat...

2009-03-11T23:46:00.001-07:00

last wednesday, we had a traditional malay dance and dikir barat competition..
well, i honestly think that th results were biased..
biased based on what...i have no idea..
but, you guys deserved it..
hmm...
Topaz won th dance competition, which i thought was great..despite the tiny glitches made by some of the dancers.They performed well, as a matter of fact, it was WAY better than during the reheasal. With costumes and make ups, they looke awesome.
THANKS MAABA!!!
now i regret not entering th dance.
anyhow, i thought the garnet's dikir barat was absolutely awesome.. i came into the hall right in time to watch their performance, so yeah..

It was really fun to watch...and they were really into it. The tukang karut was sort of spontaneous, and his gestures were fun to watch.
Unfortunately, they didnt win.
itseems they exceeded the time limit and lost the title as te winner as well.
You guys deserve better.
Anyhow, i enjoyed watching u guys. And im sure everyone else did (excluding the judges, i thinkg)
and, i know u guys can improve and perhaps win next year, IF TOPAZ doesn't win that is.
CONGRATS everyone for ur effort, and support!!
CONGRATS TOPAZ!! CONGRATS GARNET!!

RAIN, RAIN COME AGAIN!!! please...

2008-11-06T06:07:00.000-08:00

I had soooo much fun today!! My AS exams are finally over. woohoo...finally, i can get proper sleep(not that i have not been sleeping all this while) But, i couldn't sleep for a few days now, due to the fever and fear of exams..haha...cliche, i know...but, anyways, my last paper was economics paper 2.. Im gonna bore you with the information on my exams first..I hated the data response question sooo much...but, i guess, it was answerable...FREE!! no more tensed times to studying for exams! im being such a kid..... i was super super clumsy today..we had chemistry practical lesson today. Using iodine, propanone, and 2M concentration hydrochoric acid. We did the experiment in pairs, and i was doing it with iylia. When collecting chemicals from the the prepared bottle, I did fine for the first two chemicals;propanone and iodine...then, when it was time for HCL(hydrocholric acid). I was supposed to only take 50 ml of HCL, but, somehow, i couldn't control the knob and HCL kept on flowing in my beaker. At one point, HCL was just too much that it overflowed. And, hello!! i was wearing a short skirt today. So, imagine the effect of spilling HCL. My left hand was filled with it and my legs had droplets of HCL from the splash. It was stinging all over my calf and my palm. And this lasted for quite sometime. How disturbing! And the effect of m clumsiness certainly didn't end there. We had to transfer small amounts of chemicals into smaller tubes. All i know is that, Iylia went "NAN! whats wrong with you today?"

She even offered to handle the acid later that lesson. I have no idea what had gotten into me today. Thank God it was only for that lesson. After Chem, Iylia dragged us to the cafe to get ice creams. And i was super shocked when she actually said that she wanted to go for sports. And we ended up playing in the rain!!!!! whee!! it was super duper fun!! After cycling, we went to the gym and Charlie sorta taught me to weight-lift -

Charlie : rest it on your shoulders and squat with your butt outside and blablabla...

Dee : Eyh, Charlie, dont take advantage la!!

Then, we went out to head back to the chalets. But, it was RAINING!!! so, we ended up playing in the rain, making stupid, silly drama in the rain, snapping even sillier photos. All in all, I had a wonderful time with my besties.. They ROCK!

DIWALI!!!

2008-10-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! i love them sooo much!! KYUEM ICC members organised an event...a very meaningful one, i must say... meaningful because it was Diwali nite....but, for me, it's because i had th most awesome time of all.... Malina was in charge of performances for that night...i dont know y..but, i cudnt resist calling her to help out...well, i love handling performances...everyone knows that..haha..so, after brainstorming and idea-contributing sessions, we came up with a few songs and gimics to go with th song... i choreographed and practiced the steps over n over agn in my room....i actually fell in love with the songs...im not lieing....it was hard planning steps for both guys and girls at the same time...and arranging proper positioning n all...

we practically hung out for th whole dayfor 5 days straight..well, most of us at least... but, the thing is out of all the tiring and tension causing times due to several problems including with th guards (haha), the jokes my friends made and how they turned every problem the other way round.....it was super fun... GOD, i miss those times...they really rock!! and im really proud to say that th event was a real success...everyone loved th bharathanatyam and i th medley..i dun hv to say nything... altogether, we had a blast!!!

after my econs paper, remember guys...we're gonna have our weekly meeting,k... dance all th way thru... haha

'hey ya' partner

Felix and i

The dancers...

bhangra dancers

afroe and i

us..after everything..on th way bck to chalet/aprtmnt

Malina n i

piang(mickey mouse) n i

APPLE~!

home sweet home!!

2008-09-22T23:39:00.000-07:00

I'm HOME!! well, actually i got back last friday. Didn't have much time to update it here..:P Nyways, the past few days have been crazy. Running around a lot. Went to kl on sunday to send my sis to uni. My mom and i went to kl and got back on the same day. Man, that was tiring. hmm...I've got loads to do. I have some more reperations to do on my personal statement. Have to try and get it done by today though. Homeworks!! and AS exam!!

aarrghh!!.. Anyways, im really glad to be home. to hug my mom n be with sisters after months. Especially my elder sis. Missed fighting with her. haha.

U know wut, my bro called this morning. I definitely didn't expect that call at all. Missed him loads too. But, at least he didn't forget me. :D

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNI!! many many happy returns of the day. God bless. Oh yea, i forgot, My mom is going to China in a fortnight. And the entire trip is paid for. which means, that her trip to china is for free. And she'll be getting pocket money to shop too. Cool huh? I'm jealous! Well, she earned it. SO, guys, anyone interested to go for free trips overseas? to alaska? to LA? Japan? just name it... and receive many many other rewards along the way. feel free to contact me. It would an experience of a lifetime. Im not promoting anything, just giving everyone an opportunity to enjoy life to the MAX. Im gonna hit my maths book now.

To my dear friends, FIRDAUS and ANNI,

Happy happy birthday!!

Toodles

Keep smiling and everything will be A ok... =)

of Genting and Artistry..

2008-09-18T08:37:00.000-07:00

uncle's and aunt's recognition..
the best MUMMY in the whole wide world!!

BUTTON
photo session!!
the Kuantan gang

see...i am having fun!!

BUTTON is super cute!

indian ARTISTRY models....(being racist..haha)

Durga and me...(my fashion show partner)
ME being a lil not ME..haha

Maggie akka n me...cam whoring, as usual..

Superb weekend..

2008-09-16T19:32:00.000-07:00

I had the best time in my life last weekend..well, i mean literally. i went to genting for a seminar, and i tell you it was awesome to the max. It was actually a business building seminar. We had speeches and talks bout so many many things. I met up with my mom, sissy, baby vignes, thivy, aunts, uncles, and not to forget my 'bro'. It was super nice to get out of the jungle after being stranded here for quite some time. And was a temporary freedom after exams, lols. Anyways, back to the topic. We even had live conference with a diamond from USA! thx to skype and bro, you were awesome..haha. Fabulous recognitions, and meaningful entertainments all the way. Definitely awakened most of them who attended the seminar. I just dun get it how some of them can actually fall asleep during fantastic times like those. Seriusly, It was a disgrace, really. I slept at 4.30am on saturday, on the couch! :P Thk u so muchy to those kept me company when i was alone. but, the next day was even better. I went early, erm, actually, i thought i was super late. We had speecehes from doctors the whole day. Dr Ravis', Dr Soma's Dr Kathir's and so many more. Dr Soma's was really hilarious. He is really really young by heart. I must say. And...coming to climax, i missed the 6 doctors' conference for my fashion show. That was funfunfun!! but, getting ready for it was crazily time consuming. The saree was a lil' problem. I had to tie it like 5 times. but, anyways, all went well. On the way back, we had dinner with some other leaders and I finally got back to college at about 9 pm on sunday. emerald direct, Mr Ganesan and Ms Panja, thank you loads. I was like a smoked chisken u know, all drained, inside out. Came back and slept like a log. Although there were somethings i feel bad about, this had absolutely nothing to do with the seminar though. It's bout my college life. Anyways, It's getting a little too narrative here. I'll just wrap it up about now.

WHY? oh WHY??

2008-09-09T21:38:00.001-07:00

this would be my short term dream! the long term one is yet to be completed... super duper lengthy...haha

I'm emoing right now...hence, the post...=.=
Why must this happen to me? What did i do wrong? i still cannot figure out the reasons of not getting good grades for my econs paper 2...seriusly...im super sad...i thought i knew how to answer the question.. i mean i really DID know how to answer it pretty well during the exam...but...... OH!!! WHY!!??? i really dont know... i studied as hard as i could... ermm...maybe thats it...probably not smart enough... or probably not hard enough for a levels... I have like so many things to do...n thank god im not taking history exam..i mean for AS.. i would die! well, literally. U know what, i only have 5 WEEKS for my AS exams!.. i should make a list of the things i have to get done.....

THINGS TO DO
1. personal statement
2.pictures of dream (AFTA MATHS)
3.study econs (TONITE)
4.revise chemistry (TONITE)
5.print my malaysian studies n moral stuffs (AFTA MATHS)
6.do stats practices
7.prepare for fashion show
8.call amma for pn raha's catalogue..lols
9.etc..
anyways, i have to go now..i have maths class now..hopefully a good grade for P1
adios...amigos

CP!

2008-09-09T19:24:00.001-07:00

CP is a kinda major event in KYUEM. well, it is actually Cultural performance. Every year the juniors will be assigned to carry out the task of organizing this event according to their creativity. This, year, the batch 11 students did a musical like play of a story of a malay girl, Melor (EZMIRA) who falls for a chinese guy, Chong (FARIS) but is strongly objected by her father (ANAND). All this happened during the pre-merdeka era. Cliche, but, it was fun watching them perform various dances ie. joget, zapin, modern indian, chinese, sumazao, and quite a number of other dances. The best part was that SUMAN, became PN Zaleha..and believe it or not, he was actually wearing a baju kurung!! A pinkish-purplish baju kurung.. I was like OMG!! but, he has talent! i must say. hahaha And the other best part of the play was when KESH and CHITRA who played the ais kacang selling couple, sang a song whish started of like this 'Why are you so sad?"

lols...it was like a musical. Oh, i dont know how to explain it further..all i can say is that it was a wonderful play. Kudos to the batch 11!!

us in the toilet near the great hall.... "aren't we supposed to take pictures of those on the stage!..." lols

' rangoli kolam' made by the juniors... they certainly are not juniors in this category!!

my life...

2008-09-01T18:17:00.000-07:00

Someone once said , 'dont frown as you never know who is falling in love with your smile...' i find myself frowning quite a lot these days..ahaks, i have no idea why it is super difficult to get things i dun wanna remember out of my head.. well, I guess I just have too many things going on in my head right now. It feels like a congested road traffic where nothing's moving and you cannot get anything in or out of it...Haihh...it's really disturbing...As one of my friend said...life is like a sine graph, nothing in life ever remains the same. When we are at out happiest moments of our lives, there will be a time when we will have to experience the horrible, disturbing times of life. So, right now, my life is probably at the downward part of the curve..... And im eagerly anticipating the time where the curve passes the minimum point!! Oh, i cant wait...It's just too much for me to handle right now. Exams, family, bla bla bla... Before i forget, i might not be posting anything for a while...as i said theres too many things going on.. and AS trials is starting in 2 days..AARRRGGGHH!!!! GOD, save me!! haha.;..anyways, I'll update soon on CP and every other thing i missed, probably in a fortnight....

till then, toodles... =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

2008-08-18T09:20:00.000-07:00

"PA,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!"

It was my daddy's b'day on the 15th August...GOsh! i miss him loads...hmm...

Tha day went on as usual...but a lil more hectic than usual... i was fasting AGAIN as it was a friday...and somehow my flu was like so so bad....all of a sudden....but i am fine!! positive thinking is the key to great health. lolz.... i was like super excited to leave college th next day. So, after class, i started packing my stuffs especially my books. BERAT GILER my bag. So, yeah...din do much today except for the temple trip..which i thought was going to be cancelled. And the closeing ceremony of MCB (minggu citra budaya). Believe it or not...i cried to dee!!OMG i actually cried in th hall!!

hahahaha

the ultimate house!!! TOPAZ!!

2008-08-09T11:15:00.000-07:00

CRAZY!! JOVIAL!!FUNNY!!

TOPAZIANS ROCK!!!!!! =)

bunch of crazy people!!!!!

try to spot me!!

bOredOm!!!

2008-08-08T01:42:00.000-07:00

BOREDOM!!!

living in boredom especially in KYUEM can really kill the bits of creativity in me....another long weekend to be spent in the college....well, it is not as bad as it is for my friends...cos, m going to the temple later...and on Sunday, i'll be going to the One World Hotel...for a dinner with all the Bank Negara people...im so looking forward for it!! it'll be so fun....ermmmm...i really hope so..haihh....let me review my week....all the fun stuffs i did....well, Ken got bashed up yesterday...really really bad....with gross stuff...haha...but, it must have been fun cleaning it up, right Ken??? hahahaha...

nyways, it was your birthday!!! yesterday, i had th busiest evening ever!!! had 5 meetings in a row, starting from 4.15 pm...... until bout 11 at nite...but, u know wut, i din actually attend everything...haha...well, i din choose not to !! the other meetings were too too long...i din have time to complete my homewrk...Did i mention that i got bashed up as well on Wednesday night...well, all the juniors had to go thru it.....and hello!!! it was at 10 at night!!..it was so so so so fun!!..unfortunately, i dun hv any pictures...i was blindfolded btw..it was cool la...haha
haihh..m so bored, i guess m going to upload some pictures, and go sleep.....Dee, dun kacau me,k...haha...just kidding!!!

baju kurung day!!! rite before chem class...lolz

half of the siamese quadruplets....haha...the other two were m.i.a.

ME!! =) *was too free tht day*

this is during jesh's b'day party...jesh sibuks!! haha

these are a few photos of the zapin....i think the last pose was superb...

Yogi Bear!!

2008-08-01T08:08:00.000-07:00

Just got back from Rawang. supposed to feel tired. But i was much tired in the evening than now.
Anyways, i was fasting the whole day today. From morning till bout 7.19 pm.
It is not an auspicious day or anything, but in a way it is. It is a friday. And somehow, for some reasons, i decidede to go for the temple trip with the other ICC members (Indian Cultural Club).
And oh yeah, it was a lunar eclipse today. My mom asked me not to go out of my room. For safety purposes. But, itseems that only the other half of the Earth is affected by th eclipse, and Malaysia is definitely not in the circle of the affected areas. Finally, my mom allowed me to go. Its not that im dying to go or anything of that sort. Well, the point is, i went with Suman, Yogi aka Hannon, Aliza, Chitra, Malini, Kuk, Malina, Ananth, Vellu, Tshaiya and Mr n Mrs Ravi. Mr Ravi drove the van by te way. It was scary to the max. Seriously!! There were a few times where he made sudden brakes, and we almost fell!!
But, anyway, we reached college safe and sound.

We had a surprise birthday party for Yohannan. I still don't understand why people call u Yogi la...huhu
He was like all the way 'eh, thank u la guys...u all like m family ny la...bla bla bla...'
He is so sensitive...n tht made him so cute..:P haha...dun get me wrong,k...u r cute btw...haha
anak manja!!
i hope u had fun in Mc D...celebrating ur 18th birthday with us in Rawang. n without a gift from me...sry bout that..
Suman was really kind to pay for my dinner. well, the first meal for the day. It tasted so yummy. haha..
Thanks a lot Suman!! N Hannon, thanks loads for the milk,k. U guys din have to do that. But, nyways, thx again. :D i'll givr u guys a trest real soon,k.
On the way back to college, Tshaiya, Ananth, n Hannon made Suman n i sing song. kononnya all of them sang last week, n that i have never followed them to any temple trip before, so we had to practically do a karaoke in the van. imagine suman n i sitting on the metal thing right behind the driver seat. (It was freaking hot la...), and singing at our very best in the train-fast moving van.
Suman sang first, then i sang thousand miles by Vanessa Carlton... then suman n i did some duets..haha..
it was really fun... And now i m in my room, preparing myself mentally and physically to do my history essay...i mean half of it.....
Thanks a lot guys!!!! and girls!! hihi
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HANNON!!!
nitey nite!!
XOXOTINIXOXO

2008-07-29T08:36:00.000-07:00

no other work after class...

hmm....kg seberang's models??

more like waitresses to me...

it was crazyly hot tht day...we could barely open our eyes...

MCB n ZAPIN....

2008-07-29T03:30:00.000-07:00

KYUEM's minggu citra budaya started off yesterday, 28. 07.2008. And the opening ceremony was a blast!!! i danced!! and it felt sooooo good to dance after a long time..

we literally practiced for 5 days fof the dance led by Mariam...

thank you so so much Mariam!!!!

i heart u!!!! :P

anyways, after class, which was about 4.45 pm, all of us changed and gathered in the Great Hall (GH) for the formation of the last pose... After the first run of the whole song, we realised that there was no harmonisation at all. There were 10 girls n 10 boys, dancing as couples...and there was no unity at all!!!!

(countdown : 5 hours )

Marry made us repeat the steps part by part and marked 3 places on the stage for us to refer to during the big show. "left a bit!!! right a bit!!!" IT was sooo tiring, trust me......u dun want to go through it...

but, somehow it was extremely fun!!! We danced n danced n danced...formed a combination for the last pose...(phew, finally!)

then, during the full rehearsal, we did the routine again...BUT, the last pose was a disaster!!

horrible major!!

(countdown : 3 hours )

and the harmonization was not as good as expected, so, we kept on practicing....

Mariam suddenly came up with a new pose for the final combo.. which i think was the best...simple and nice..

after the last round, (7.30 pm), we were dismissed n were ordered to be in the hall by 8.20 pm...HELLO!!!! we need to eat, bathe, pray, get dressed, put on some make up, bla bla bla....

nyways, what to do??

I went to the GH at 8.30...well, i was late...sry2 hehe....

(countdown : 2 hours left)

Marry touched up our make up, and helped me with my sampin. Gave us our flpwer for our hair.. took some group photos, and went to the parking lot beside tha GH.. well, to practice again..haha...we were all very nervous...

i was praying so hard for the silat group to be a little late, so we can perform earlier, n i can go revise my chemistry!!!

i was gong to hv a test the next morning...

talk about bad timing...

(countdown : 1 hour left)

it turned out that the silat people came early, so, we had to wait for them to perform, 4 video presentations from each house...(TOPAZ ROCKS!!!)haha

we were the last on the list...but the best one indeed!!

(contdown : minutes.....)

we were all behind the curtain, nervously trying yo recall the steps...praying so hard for the music to go on smoothly without interruption...

(countdown : seconds...)

As the tecnician drew the curtains, i cud see camera flash lights going on and off..music went on smoothly, and it was a BLAST!!!...everyone performed well...except for one tiny mistake made by some of my frens..bt, it is negligible...

altogether...we got thumbs up from everyone...

p/s : photos on the way..... :P

CHEM TEST!!

It is finally over!!!!

YAY...

oh, btw, today, me, iylia, aud, n dee, wore a colour coordinated acad. attire...

aud n i = white shirt, white skirt...

dee n lia = white shirt, black pants..

the trios...eh, DEE!! where are u?? oh, u are taking our pics!! haha

What a day!!!!

2008-07-26T08:54:00.006-07:00

Staying in the college for the long weekend can be extremely depressing at times.. But what to do?? Have to stay back...to study chem, n well, i stay kinda far away...haha.

Maths was unexpectedly easy today. thk god for tht, i cud do my homework. The sad thing is that i cannot concentrate on studying chem ryte now...

i waited for someone...but, that person, X, sadly left....

thats all i can say. so,here i m all alone, in my room, on my bed, wondering what to do next.

Damn sad la....:(

NAN!!! U'VE GOT CHEM TEST NEXT WEEK..!!! go study larr...haihh..

i did some useful things jst now...when i was supposed to jog, n it rained cats n dogs..haha...

i finally managed to complete my six paper long 'my dreamzz' list...=P

feeling soooo lonely, i called my mom n read to her each n every detail on my list ...i miss her like crazy!!!

thankfully, she was not busy that time, if not..i wud have been reading it to myself like a mad person...:P

Downloaded a song for DEE with my lappie...finally, dee!!! haha

n guys!! i got a comment from Urshalyah..my long lost primary school friend...

ryte now, im in boredom, and loneliness....how i wish i can share it with sumone...cannot kacau dee...she is studying...chem i guess...

i just feel like goingto the field in front of the walkway, n to scream my heart out!!!!

n to play in the rain...how fun can that be!! OWH...hw i wish i can do that.. it has been years since i last played in the rain... should i go out now?? hmmphh... feeling the rain drops on my skin...uuu

nyways, i really shoud go continue reading my chemical electrolysis... "cations, anions, electrodes, dischargeing of ions....bla bla bla bla......"

oh ya..before i forget, i've decided not to go for scuba diving after all...it is super super mahal la for my standard.....

maybe next time la...haha

whoops, dee's calling dy.... nitezzz...

muah muah everyone...

Ms CHIRTINE...we love U!!!

2008-07-25T11:09:00.000-07:00

Meeting up with Ms Christine, my previous history teacher was the best thing that happened today!! i really missed her ....despite the lethargy, i prepared myself to travel to KL after assembly...well, we went there with the college van about 11 of us. The fact that she is leaving us always makes me emotionall...n there is always at least a drop of pearly tear drop at the corner of my eye...... she was more than a history teacher to me. She was my tutor, and a friend as well. OH!! i am going to miss the one-to-one chat we used to have before... hmm...TINI, stop emo-ing!! Anyways, we met Ms Christine, n Ms Shree at the Chili's. Brought her to the Garden's...n we ate baskin robbins ice cream!! nyum nyum... hehe...jamocha almond fudge is so so sedap...haha then, sthng really funny happened..whch i cannot say it here...tht thing is, two of my funny frens did something really embarassing, that we cudn't stop laughing our hearts out. haha. wut a joke after sending ms christine to the bus stop, ting, nea, pi'e and i went SHOPPING!!! my favourite part.. haha...shopping really made me tired though. well, what do you expect? in MIDVALLEY MEGAMALL?? however, i will post the photos of the midvalley trip in a few days,yeah.. nyte nyte..

I LOVE U MS CHRISTINE....
keep in touch,yeah (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

iylia's midnite b'day party...

2008-07-24T10:02:00.000-07:00

in lia's room....this would be photo number 30 i think...haha
lia n dee...i told u they wore the same shirt...

mengade2 kan??:P

us..haha...sadly, aud went for CF meeting..... so, tinggal la me, lia n dee..

BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!

oh my god!!!

i barely had time to breath!!!

after, the meeting...i went to my room, n did some homework, then showered n prepared the cards...
well it is for lia anyway...
then, went to zapin practice...it lasted way longer than i thought...
we finished it at nearly 11...n u know wut..the cafe was about to close when i went there to get the cake...i actually ran there....sumhow i managed to get in n bought the cake on credit...it is my first time 'hutang'ing..the cafe..
gotta pay her tomorrow... haha..
nyways, then i ran back while calling dee..
after getting a missed call from her...aud, dee, n i met up at the walkway beside the dining hall to paste up the cards...(BIRTHDAY STUFF)
oh GOD!!!.
not to forget, i was calling some other ppl as well to get the baju kurung n the sampin kain songket....
i dun even know wut is the difference btween the normal sampin n the kain songket one..
hmm..
anyway, successfully, pasting up the posters, i went to my room to finish off her card...
on the way, i met arina..asled her bout her red baju kurung...
then , i completed the card....a simple one ny....haha...well, it was kinda nice with wishes n funny birthday quotation from aud, dee n i...
at sharp 12, we went to chalet L-8, n gave iylia a surprise!!!!
hahaha...with the simple-creamless, marble cake which we placed in a tupperware...
'wut a joke'
n guess wut??
we took pictures again....well, u know when iylia n i get together...it is always photo time...
all i can remember is...

TINI : dee, u look tired..
DEE : yup, i m tired n bored of camwhoring
TINI : wth!!! how can u say such a thing???
LIA : kan?? mik la gamber lagi...but, i nak duduk belakang..my baju x cantik...
AUD : hey, lets take again...i look like a retard in that pic...
TINI : whoops...sry aud..i agree...u do look like one in this pic...hahaha..n my hair looks funny.

it went on n on n on ....
but, come to think of it...it was only for bout 10 minutes.....afta eating 1 piece of cake each..i came back to my house aka chalet...everyone was asleep when i got bck.....
felt so so hungry as i didnt eat my dinner. but, nyways...thts wut happened..
m not sure if dee n aud are still there...
and now m eating an apple...(such a late dinner) and updating my blog AFAP...n of course chatting with my big bro...nitss bro...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY....LIA!!!

U R OLD!!!

haha... Chao ppl...

almost no classes.... (cool!!)

2008-07-23T22:02:00.000-07:00

Im just so so lethargic n tired...today. For i-don't-know why...
haihh..

anyway.....i woke up, and went to class...
we recently had a new teacher for maths n a few other subjects as well...
Ms Aida is now teaching the juniors...(aimi's class as well :P)
Mr Highton is going to teach frm now on.... we even have a new principal.....The Horsefalls left the college....well, i miss Ms Christine

Owh, that reminds me. We are going to meet her this friday after class.

okay, back to the topic!!
i went to class, n mr highton was already teaching...
i looked at the board n there were minimal scribblings on it...so, i figured that he had JUST started teaching...
n so we continued learning integration...n believe it or not...i manage to finish my homewrks!!!!
YAY!!
then, off to chemistry.... met dee, iylia, haiqal, christina already in the lab. Mr Hanson...(new teacher as well) was there too...

I got a shock. Dee n Iylia were wearing the same shirt. That is so unfair. They left me out!!

sob2. Well, we took pictures..haha..true cam whores!!

strted off the single-block class returning our homework...
n guess wut.. i got full marks... :P

I was hoping to discuss the so-damned-difficult practical question we did yesterday. but, probably that has got to wait.
afta class, the trios, went to the cafe, as usual.......then, we made our way to Ms Madeline's class. i really loved the topic of our discussion today. We talked about laughter. she asked me of the most wasted day of all in my near history. Well, to me, there has never been a day where it is completely wasted. Even if we watched the TV, or slept the whole 24 hrs, tht doesn't mean the day is wasted. Sleeping is a form of rest...n the best one indeed... as said by philosophers... "a sound sleep n a good laugh is the best medicine in a doctor's book".

and so, we went on talking about that. At one point, Ms Madeline said something that caught my attention; psychoneuroimmunology...

itseems some famous guy coined the word. It means that emotions ie. laughter is based on the brain, the nervous system and also the immune system. And i totally agree to the statement 'laughter is inner jogging' by sir Norman.

coming to think about that...i can't remember a day in my life where i didn't laugh...or at least smile...

so, guys, keep on smiling an laughing.....Be around those whom you love, and who loves you..as they will all make you laugh...

trust me, it'll make you feel a whole lot better...

adios!!

My circle...

2008-07-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

aud n i...during EWD
dee.....

nyum2....
iylia.....vanakkam!!!!

first blog ever..:P

2008-07-23T04:27:00.001-07:00

hmm....i don't know why i actually started this. guess i needed sum place to spill my utterly confusing, tangled, (all over the place) thoughts...
at times, i think my life is absolutely perfect n has its own ups n downs...but at the same time, the tragedies n the events i go through every single day...even if it is in KYUEM...
sum place in the middle of now where..., makes me think twice..ermm..mayb more than that...
after a few months here, i finally found m 'clicks', whom i never thought i wud meet...
i never expected to b close to dee...aud...n iylia...
after all the unwanted bumps i went through during the first few months here, all i could think of is to complete my a lvls, n get outta here...
probably, GOD wants me to enjoy life...mayb he realises the adversity ive been going through..n gave a 2nd chance..(this sounds as if it was all my fault)
anyway....i love my frens...n i hope we can be frens together..forever n ever...
no matter what happens...
muah2.....
no matter what happens in my journey to the top, all i have to do is to attack life...it is gonna kill me anyway!!!!

well, thats all for now....
owh, did i mention that m besh fren is here too...
mimi...she sd tht she is gonna perform tonite for the batch anniversary thingy..its getting late, i shud probably go now..